you mean to say, what I am actually thinking but could not put the words in my mouth to... say, being so... remote is do you want me to stave off the...
This whole entry is dedicated to you, sick princess. Im not going to lie about it but I just want to say, I'm going to try this whole stabbing people behind the back thing because goddamit, I would be some kind of savage if I did it to their faces! Actually if you are cool with it, it wouldn't bother me but goddamit it does for unknown reasons that evoke a feeling of wonder and apparently, misery, in me.
I know I "should" feel more but this is all I can be certain is real, is that you evoke